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2008-12-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

http://imsuper38.livejournal.com :D

2008-12-05T13:18:00.004+08:00

<- i'm missing this idiot so damn much ):

2008-12-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

(i need to keep this blog alive, i need to keep this blog alive, i need to keep this blog alive...)

& tada, that's d reason why im FINALLY here tonight (:

ohyes, (recalling what I've been doing for d past 1 week) basically, trngs just took most of my time away that i dont have much time to actually do d things i want

3 games down, 4 more to go (:

Spent my sunday w pc and we headed for movie at PS

Okay, i admit i was lost cause i exited d wrong exit & still walked out happily thinking that i am smart enough to get to PS even by exiting a diff exit

I still think im an idiot when it comes to this, well i've learnt my lesson alr.. HAHA
Took a looooong nap earier on, rj question is so damn hard that i dont even know what to write nw..

Gna start study for communication UT tmr

this is d reason why i think she's so damn cute (:

p.s: someone's damn pro at singing EMO songs while riding in her bike when she's alone hehe

2008-11-21T22:30:00.005+08:00

This is gna be d last, i promised..
So many thoughts, but one word to sum it up - speechless
Feel like I've lost so many aft every breakdown, I'll b an idiot if i ever were to have d thought of giving all up, I hope there will never be a day like that
Mentally drained out, my mind is being fucked upside dwn
Everything changed, hate myself for being so weak, having to hold back on my tears each time i fall ):

Tell me when will I have d courage to stand up again?
Sucha loser always so affected..

2008-11-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

Won d first Zheng hua game against Nanyang High, it was a reasonably gd game for many of us, at least we did nt collapsed.
But well, apparently i did, by a lil... (k stop it im perfectly fine!)
So, ytd was a f suay day for me cause firstly, fell dwn at d stairs in school library & everyone was staring at me as though wna laugh at me
Then after which played for less than 10seconds during d match.
.....
Saw my primary school classmate in d bus while on my way home,
yes, he recognized jas and i and came over to have a lil chat w us.
'WOW', realized how much he have changed, frm a small lil kid, to a matured adult..
It makes me realised, how time actually flies.
Gna be damn busy w matches, school & trainings! ):

2008-11-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

happy 2nd! (:

2008-11-17T00:47:00.003+08:00

Bestie, hope everything is alright.
Sometimes in a rs, we need to give & take, there will always be ups & downs.
It's just how d 2 of you are gg to face d problems tgt, how strong you guys are willing to overcome all obstacles.
She is still young, she needs time & patient.
& no doubt she still love you, alot. & isn't that great having someone you love (& she loves you too) to be by your side?
That's d happiest moment in life.
Maybe time will tell everything, but well, do what's right for you & no matter what, i will be supporting you alright?
Anything i'll be here.
Cheer up pls, hugs- <3

2008-11-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

Today's a damn suay day,
1) swollen knee
2) woke up late (as usual)
3) took me 20 minutes to walk from woodlands to school (yes i asked for it cause i should have take bus instead)
4) was late for lesson
5) kana bullied by class guys (as always)
6) can't access to Leo
7) have to headache about school fees
8) stomach pain while eating
9) wna vomit & die on d spot
10) no big fat hug! ):

k i think it's enough to make me d 'suay-est' person on earth, cant imagine how things will be like for d next few days zz
SAS tmr afternoon, first game next wed, pls play well team (:
i hope we cn achieve something this yr, at least.
Ohyay, & i wna watch Madagascar 2 & HSM 3! anyone anyone anyone?

2008-11-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

School is boring to d max that im always having d urge to pon school but i know i shouldn't be like that
Played warcraft III w clsmates and i hope i wont get addicted to it, they are bad influence heh
Home United aft school, saw zhang ah lang aft 123456789 years, it's great hearing that she's fine (:
Minyi talked to me during d match, as usual.
I wanted to laugh at her but decided nt to, and sry my reply was kinda _____ haha
Okay as usual, i did/played badly.
Thanks for all d encouragement & concern, but you guys just dont uds how is it like to be in this state...
I dont wna be like this ):
BUT OK I WONT BROOD OVER IT I JUST NEED TIME TO BE ALONE, to sort myself out.
i am still one happy girl

Sometimes I wonder if life is rly worth it, I look at your smile & I know it is.

2008-11-11T02:03:00.002+08:00

My grades are like a pile of shit zz

2008-11-07T15:22:00.003+08:00

This is gna be a zzz post so dont read if you're nt interested

Bestie, I know I have changed, nt like how I used to be anymre.
I have taken things too lightly & overlook d seriousness of it.
& I need to overcome my phobia, I will try..
Thanks for always being ard, your presence matters so much, but still,
I am sorry.

Palvin said that I have changed, too.
Saying I have never kept my promise to him, and yes, I know,
sometimes I took things for granted without knowing d consequences of it.
I have always been like that, perhaps a slap on my face will wake me up..
I am sorry.

Pc, I know many times you have been guessing what's on my mind, what am I thinking.
I know i shouldnt be like that, nt like I enjoyed keeping everything to myself,
sometimes it's too hard to let it out, some things are better off unsaid.
But thanks for being patient w me, thanks for being understanding towards this matter.
It's nt gna be easy for you, I know.
I am sorry.

I am sucha fucked up person.

2008-11-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

Should I feel excited abt my bday?

I have no idea how it will turn out to be,

Well, maybe I should be happy since i'll be turning 18 & I cn watch M18 movies & nt being called a small kid anymre.

Yay happy bday to me!

Nt to forget my BELOVED twin, Jasmine tan!

Though I have never said mushy stuffs to her before, that doesn't mean I dont love her. & she always complains that i have serious attitude problem, (which is true) but she is someone whom I cn share my secrets w, bitch and talk about everything under d sun! I LOVE YOU! (:

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Bday celebration w Jurong07 teammates, they're always d one celebrating it w us every year.
D chocolate cake was d one which i wanted so much & hope to have it as a bday cake on my bday (im serious!)
& yay thanks neri for d hamster, for d things that you have done, im rly rly touched (':
THANKS FOR MAKING IT A GD ONE OK & I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:
Nt forgetting to thanks pc, weibin, amy and jasfai for d bday surprise outside my house (:
They even sang bday song so loudly that I think d whole block cn hear it.
Thanks for d oreo cheese cake that they have made, putting in mre than 5 hours of time & effort.
Thanks for everything yay!

2008-11-04T22:52:00.007+08:00

Pretty pls (:
ok idk why is it so dark zz my main source of happiness (:

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Okay training ended & im back,

Knowing that everything've changed, couldnt get back to how it used to be.

I know i need to be patient, i need to stay positive, but sometimes i couldnt help but to think of things at a different way.

It's hard how i've always tried holding back my tears, but i failed, as always.

2008-11-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

Pretty tiring day, went to support ahloi's match but was late cause I didnt know d journey there was so looooong zz
ITE west won and my ONGF's d MVP, congrats ;D
Was supposingly gg vivo but headed dwn to Bugis instead but in d end, trained to Suntec for Sakae
I don't rly love Japanese food simply cause I dont eat those raw stuffs, like Salmon etc zz
But well, tried quite a few new dishes which i've never tried and as usual, I stopped eating aft a few plates
But d amazing part is that everyone stopped eating too simply because there's rly nothing much to eat
Pc thinks that REC is nt a nice show.. HOW CN THAT BE WHEN I THINK IT'S NICE/SCARY/GROSS/DIFFERENT RIGHTTT..
Headed to Esplanade for a lil chat and picure taking session, I love how d Singapore flyers changes color :D damn pretty plssssss
Photos will be uploaded soon once I have it cause i only have ONE but it's VERY small and idk why!
I WANT OMNIA SOON OTHERWISE THAT JULIANA ANG AND JASLINE ARE GG TO SHOW OFF THEIRS >:(
Okay in need of sleep currently, byeeeeee (:

2008-11-01T00:40:00.004+08:00

Okay came onlined & d first thing i did was to stalk blogs.. heh what's new right?
But i think it's abt time to do some blogging since I haven been doing much during this hols
Well, one week hols don't seems like a week, mre of a few days only..
& I HAVEN RLY HAVE TIME TO ENJOY MYSELF ):
ok done w whining..
Zhenghua cup's coming, saw d fixtures and everything, having our first game in 3 weeks(?) time..
Ok let's all jiayou & do well (:
Went to support ahloi's game bfore training tdy, it's definitely much mre exciting than d one i watched d previous day
Finals on monday which i cant go cause there's sch ):
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Oh yea, forgot to blog that we actually went to catch REC w d usual ones
I swear that show is damn freaking scary! Gross and scary infact, nt suitable for weak heart (im serious)
though i think d story line abit lame and everything happened too 'qiao' that it doesnt rly make sense but well, worth watching to scare yourself...

My life's greatest happiness is to have you w me (:

2008-10-27T12:37:00.000+08:00

I have been facing d 4 walls for d past 2 days,
I have been eating and eating while I'm dying of boredom at home,
I wanted so much to go out but w this knee injury, (damn it) i can't go anywhere ):
I hope it's nothing serious, i hope i will be able to ball again soon (*pray hard)
Hope many things are pretty much in my control that i don't have to worry abt anything,
this hols sucks, esp w so many wrong things coming at d wrong time -sighs

Allow me to be thr for you, to share all your sorrows and worries;

2008-10-27T02:01:00.002+08:00

why cant you just be honest w me?

2008-10-24T22:48:00.005+08:00

1. Was ALMOST late for school cause i woke up half an hour later than usual
2. Took bus to sch (first time ever) and we damn sua ku cause we didnt know d bus ride only cost ard 30cents?! Yes this shows that we are gna take bus to sch mre often next time heh
3. Today's d last day of sch yay (1 week hol don't end so fast pls!)
4. Went off early, told faci we gt friendly (which is d truth)
5. Installed webcam but idk how to use
6. Realized jiamin like to zi lian and insist everyone put her photo as wallpaper (*puke face) KIDDING
7. Had friendly w Kaixuan
8. Pc pointed middle finger at me bfore she left
9. Homed and completed RJ (:
10. Blogging and realized i cn actually change d color and size of the font zz (For your info, i was using 'Edit Html' all along instead of 'Compose' & i was wondering how come others cn change color mine cannot) k damn mountain turtle i know but at least it's still nt too bad to realize it nw i guess? k fine i guess it's too late..
11. Friendly tmr (:
12. Totally in love w Jay and Lin Junjie's new songs :D

Didnt know i was team4 for d whole 8 weeks..

2008-10-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

说好的幸福呢
歌手：周杰伦专辑：魔杰座

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
为什么幸福时忍心离去
(:

2008-10-21T09:09:00.003+08:00

Catched Butterfly lovers with the usual ones on sunday night.
Came in late & thus missed d starting 10(?) minutes.
Keep asking them quesions but yet gt a scolding because they keep saying i wasnt paying attention in d cinema ):
School's boring, esp on tuesdays and wednesdays (Dont ask me why)
But i need to motivate pc to sch so i need to be motivated myself, yes & i believe i cn do it (:
Pc posted damn hot & handsome photos in her blog, and i'm pretty in love w the 'guy' in those pic (; (YOU WATCH OUT HEH)
3 blueblacks in a row, wth ):

Oh yes, sch hols next week, congrats to all (:

2008-10-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

2008-10-17T23:39:00.009+08:00

MANY photos of pc's pretty face (:
I rly think she looks damn chio w long hair, dropdead gorgeous okay! :D
& i took a HARD time unloading d pic and figuring out, but well, smart ppl wil eventually know how to do it (;
Since she was nice enough to promote me in her lj, i shall be nice to do so in return (:
CHIOEST PHOTO :D

18th (:

2008-10-15T14:26:00.004+08:00

Decided to do some blogging though I just did so earlier on.
Saw this poster outside Rinna's clsroom

Pretty obvious that this was done by one of the student in RP. But i just find it kinda cool.
COmputing 6Ps are driving me nuts, couldn't uds a single problem at all zz
Think I am gna screwed up UT tmr, better nt

2008-10-15T09:26:00.002+08:00

Sprained my ankle (yet again) last night during training.
Both ankles are spoiling but yet I don't wna get myself a pair of high cut shoes zz

S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D
never realized the importance of it until it's too late, I know i am sucha loser, promised never to be like that again, trust me.

2008-10-10T00:46:00.004+08:00

Gna keep this blog alive zz
Was damn into running recently, though I hate it VERY much..
& I think running makes me sleepy! Maybe nt to all but definitely to me cause i've been feeling likewise..
Kinda pissed off w the connection at Mac earlier on resulted in submitting late RJ ):
Couldn't even connect to wireless & have to rush and board the last bus back home!
nt looking forward to training tmr, seriously.. {i need a break}
Oh yes science UT today & it's all on calculation!
Lucily I brought my green notebook w me otherwise doubt I'll have time to finish it zz
3 more UTs to go!

ice your ankle pls ):

2008-10-05T00:21:00.004+08:00

Weekends are my favourite :D
Cause I,
Don't have to get up early and drag myself to school,
Don't have to study,
Don't have to do presentation,
Don't have to pay attention to the faci for the sake of getting good grades,
Don't have to chiong for training aft sch,
Don't have to stand during the train-ride frm Jurong east to Woodlands,
Don't have to face the lap top for mre than 3hours,
Don't have to do alot of things which i am supposed to do on weekdays.
Thought training was gg to be a tough one tdy cause heard there will be running,
but gladly, no runs at all (:
Gna complete 6-8km next week which is a torture ):

Latest news,
Let's congrat Jasmine for receiving letter frm RP due to poor attendance
& I think they are just out to waste papers cause they sent two letters, both d same content but one to my mom and one to her zz
YES SO JASMINE TAN, BETTER START ATTENDING SCH FREQUENTLY & STOP TEMPTING ME TO PON SCHOOL W YOU! ZZ

8 mre days (:

2008-10-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

No matter how unbearable it is to see you leaving, I am nt going to show it out cause I dont want you to worry so much while you are away.
Glad many things are pretty fine nw & hope it will stay this way as long as possible yea.
Thanks for d many lil things you've done, just go & enjoy yourself k (:
I'll always be thankful
for the time we had

2008-10-01T01:14:00.005+08:00

Oh no realised I have nt been blogging for almost a week!
Pretty lazy to even switch on d lap top recently zz
Wasn't feeling well and skipped school on monday, and it seems like a one week hols to me cause Saturday + Sunday + Monday {self declared} + Tuesday + Wednesday = 5 days in a row ;D
Yes & I just love holidays, mre pls (:
Many are blogging so much abt F1, like currently Singapore's hot stuff which I am nt rly excited over it.. Or rather, nt to be bothered instead zz
Oh and happy belated birthday to Yeo jieting, happy birthday to Aisyah and Avis ;D
Let d pics do d talking!

2008-09-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

CE thingy aft school is a lil waste of time but well, at least I'd CE points for attending.
Which is a v good thing cause i wna chiong CE points as I don't wna be a loser when I am year 3 where I will be having difficulties finding/searching for CE points ;D hehe (k peace peace)
Phy owe me a mac meal which I wanted it for sooooo long, soon k! (:
Saw stead running while going home w avis, shimin, pat and huiqi just nw, yes no doubt she is fitter & stronger (: yes let's meet up soon!

2008-09-22T00:10:00.004+08:00

Happy bday Zhang ah lang! Sorry couldn’t go over cause training ended quite late last night. But well, a small belated celebration next time okay (:
Oh yeah, & peijun too :D it’s been long since I last saw you. Better come back training aft your exams okay! I MISS YOU!
Stupid! Better don’t cry anymore okayyy! & cheer up pls! Everything is gna be fine right? I wna see a cheerful and hyper stupid on Monday promise?
Omg damn gross, currently browsing through channels and saw this show which have NAKED women and men zz {obviously they censored it but they are nt even ashamed of it -.-}
It’s gna be a busy week, training frm Tuesday to Saturday which means to say I’m only free on Monday & Sunday ): I’m so nt looking forward pls..

But you came
And you changed my whole world now

2008-09-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

I took 30 minutes to complete this zz

I think i am damn pro (:

Went to play candles w jas & rinna. Yes great emo time but nothg to emo abt zz {for the time being?}
& i am proud to say that i ate 6 jellies ytd :D no doubt it's very very very nice and i am still craving for it nw ):
School was kinda slacked today cause the problem statement was easy & faci want us to use different methods to present during meeting 3. So we did video skit. & i think my teammates damn pro cause they asked me to act in d skit which i think i am damn lousy at it? zz i was laughing all d way instead. Didnt even take a look at d video at all cause i think it's so embarrassing zz HAHA but well, it's quite slack cause we finished even before 2nd meeting (:
Training and i think my right ankle hurts, even though it's recovering but i have difficulties doing left hand lay-up ): & i dont want to keep taping it cause it's so troublesome zz
& THAT STUPID SHAN TEXT-ED ME BUT DIDNT TAG! {yes i am posting it here for you to rmb}
rp training tmr, cognitive tmr, bad day tmr zz

2008-09-13T01:56:00.004+08:00

Many things just screwed up recently that i don't know what to do.
No mood for sch though it's just d 2nd week but managed to overcome it by thinking positively towards studies.
Just hope it work. No more X-es for my grades anymore cause i'd 3 in just less than 2 weeks?!
Need to make use of it wisely ):
Kx training wasn't productive for me either, mentally tired mre than physically
Shall kick my bad habit away, stop being so lazy & slack during training.
Thanks bestie and i know you meant well.
Just wasn't a good day..

My new addict: Winterbell

2008-09-09T08:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY (:
No doubt she's 17 this year though she dont rly look like one heh

2008-09-07T21:16:00.004+08:00

Omg, why am i nt looking forward to school tmr? zzz
No doubt i have always been looking forward to sch during d first sem perhaps due to d bunch of crazy classmates that i USED to have.
But as for nw? I hardly know/talk to anyone in my class, i merely talked to my teammates and they hardly respond to the things that i have said either..
Only xianli & i will complain abt our team being so quiet & individual HAHA
I am starting to hate sch like wtf ):
Bestie went to collect her NEW ipod at cine today, yes & i want to throw and spoil my ipod!
It's in a very bad condition nw so i wna replace it w a new one instead and i promise to treat it w care & concern heh, ANY NICE SOUL OFFERING TO HELP?
& i am pretty broke recently, i need cash ):
Played w the henna aft training ytd, Wanying jie drew a 'tofu' chao ren on my right hand, cn see her effort though HAHA

No doubt i still love d star that i drew d most (;
Sally por meimei's bday celebration at city hall tmr, a yr older but dont look like 17 heh
GOD BLESS I WILL ENJOY SCH...

2008-09-06T13:05:00.002+08:00

How cn someone actually be so dumb to sprain her ankle while trying to avoid getting injuried in the first place?
Sigh

2008-08-30T04:28:00.005+08:00

YAY finally chiong finished 蓝球火 & yes, great satisfaction :D
Though i think d show kinda resemble Slamdunk, where 罗志祥 act as 婴木花道 & Jerry as 刘川风 {idk if i have gt the chinese spelling correct or nt zzz}
HAHA okay i need to catch some sleep before d sun rises, till then (:

2008-08-29T17:19:00.003+08:00

Was suppose to go back sec school w some of d bball mates & it's been v long since i last went there ):
Yes, i miss sec sch days, alot.
I miss d days at canteen stoning and chit-chatting nonsenses/gossiping
I miss playing ball in school
I miss Jurong's training {ALOT}
I miss studying {That's a lie but i somehow miss writing dwn notes}
I miss climbing up d stairs to class even though it's at d 4th floor zzz
I miss ppl asking me to go toilet w them {I am serious, my record: 4 ppl asking me to go toilet within an hour}
I miss everything ):
But sad to say i actually missed d opportunity to go sch today because i am very tired zzz
But well, i hope to play ball in school one day.
Training ytd was a tough one w only 7 people turning up.
XXXXXX
Off to chiong 'Hot shot' & 罗志祥 is damn cute (;

2008-08-28T13:37:00.006+08:00

Tanning session w wr, fel and rinna the day before ytd.
Saw a very nice rainbow that kinda brighten up my day (:

Had a couple hours of tanning and head off to vivo for food
Nt sureof what to eat for lunch, we went to Carl's jr instead and i couldn't finished mine ):
Trained to city hall aft a lil window shopping ard vivo and i saw a very nice musical box which i wanted it so much {yes, rinna ask me to put this dwn}
I WILL GO & GET IT ONE DAY! (:
Met up w Sandra and Bridget ytd before gg over to d chalet
Yes, i miss everyone of them there and it's been SO long since we last meet up {usually get to see each other like almost everyday}
As usual, Sandra phua & i had our lil talk at a corner, she even promised to share w me even mre on sunday (:
ps: Xianli will be my new classmates next sem and hello W14E (:

2008-08-23T15:06:00.003+08:00

Very busy & lazy recently that i don't even feel like doing anything.
Alright a lil update, had friendly ytd w Teckghee and zl helped us ref (:
I think she didn't waste her time coming dwn afterall!
We had dinner at circuit road and i ate seafood, which i don't wna give a damn to it zzz
Catched a lil vball game and fell asleep soon aft..
K off to training nw

2008-08-16T23:43:00.005+08:00

Yes, he is definitely one HOT guy who have won 7 GOLD medals for USA
He's currently 23 years old and and and, which means i still stand a chance {HAHA fat hope}
He swam today and a 0.01 second is rly a BIG difference that seperates d gold and silver medal
Perhaps he is one guy that can motivate me to join swimming someday (;
Can't wait for his 8th gold medal (:

2008-08-16T13:08:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a day zzz
Went tampines w bestie and headed over to sk for balling and meet up w Jas, Rinna and d rest
Balling was alright, but i guess d best part of d day was when we are on our way home
Went home w Katek, Rinna and Jas
First, it was when we are abt to board d train from sk and we are all sitting at d seats while waiting for d train, d counter announced and ask for station cleaner and they all assumed it's me and ask me over zzz
And ya, so i 'pretended' to be one and said if they announced for station cleaner again i will go.
Indeed zzz, they called for d station cleaner several times and then d laugher started coming
Okay, that's nt all.
Afterwhich we continue to wait for d train while we can't stop laughing, then Katek said something {Which cannot be reveal here} and when i was abt to call her name, i called her 'katok' instead -.-
Idk wth i said 'katok' instead of katek and she laughed like crazy ..
Even when we board d train, she was still laughing
& while she was laughing {even when she is alr seated dwn in d train}, her slippers can still fly v far away and it kinda amazed me HAHA!
There are still many crazy things happened but yay, going to be late for training alr so gtg

ps: pls remind me nt to eat seafood for 2 whole weeks zzz

2008-08-14T22:16:00.004+08:00

Sch holiday started & yes, it's definitely something which i am looking forward to each day while im in sch.
But for nw, i'm starting to miss that bunch of crazy classmates alr.
Seriously, I think i missed out alot of fun w them ):
But class chalet soon & yay, can't rly wait (;
W46M

2008-08-09T14:54:00.004+08:00

There are so many things/thoughts i wanna say but i choose to keep it to myself..

Feeling freak out recently but idk why.
People come & go, sometimes i don't even know who is rly on my side
I know i deserve it, changing for a better
I just hope to start everything over again, but who will give me a chance to do so?
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K watched Olympic games on Channel u this morning,
Vball women's match (Italy vs Russia)
I think both teams have rly tall players
Italy's team work is superb and guess that's d reason they won?
& partly because they wore BLUE (:
Afterwhich, watched Bball women's match (New Zealand vs Mali)
I think both teams put on a tough fight throughout d game and New Zealand was actually leading by 9 in the 3rd quarter but winning only by 4 points in d end?
Mali's number 12 and 8 are v good (: & so is New Zealand's controller.
& i think New Zealand have great 3 point shooters! (:
Watched a little handball women's match (France vs i-forgot-who)
Nw i realised that handball is actually a very rough game :/

Alright, enough of rubbish.

2008-08-08T18:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY JIAMIN! ;D

K last day of Science lesson tdy, & i can't believe i typed a v stupid RJ to him :/
HAHAH but yay, i think he is one of d nicest faci ard (:
Oh ya, 'Money nt enough2' is definitely a must watch.
Tears almost rolled dwn but glad that i controlled (:
K off to steamboat w d team, happy bday wanying jie! ;D

2008-08-07T14:04:00.005+08:00

Didn't went school yesterday cause i realised i haven skip Cognitive module yet, how bad i am..
K so we went Sentosa instead (:

Sunburnt like wtf and i think i look damn tanned nw ):
Enterprise faci treated us tdy and i swear nw then i realised he's so nice :/ {but such a pity tdy's d last lesson alr}
Watching 'The Love Guru' nw and yay, it's nice.
Oh well, training later & sunburn is killing me ):

2008-08-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it, I realized i have been in RP for almost 4 months.
This 4 months, i guess i have grown, nt only as an individual, but also as a team.
I have a bunch of nice classmates who have been through many laughters and seriousness with me.
It's hard to know how we are going to seperate into different classes next semester.
I am sure they are d bunch of people that makes my day worthwhile in sch (:
They motivated me to come to school everyday, gave me morning calls and drag me out of bed.
Had lunch tgt and gossip like nobody business. I am sure going to miss that..

K enough of those sad things,
Played 8 periods tdy and i am sure everyone are dying to stop d game.
I had 3 blueblacks thanks to them... Rushed home to do my RJ but tada, here am i blogging stupid stuffs.
K off to serious work nw.

2008-07-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

Captain ball (:

2008-07-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

Someone complain that my blog is very boring -.-
Idk what to post and i have got nothing to post
K but still, at least i typed something dwn here.
Okay, so.. We had debate tdy and i have to evaluate like 10 people?!
First time ever and i get pissed off easily especially when the server is screwed up.
Had capt ball atfer and i think it's kinda stupid how people actually managed to engage into a fight because of a small matter.
And it's kinda amazing that we got 1st, i mean, when we are only joining for the sake of the CE points? :/
But still, guess i'd fun (:

K off to play games alr, goodnight people! ;D

3 UTs in a row is definitely not a good thing ):

2008-07-26T01:14:00.004+08:00

It was just THAT close..

Team RP:
I think we did tremendously well enough in tdy's game.
We fought hard and managed to catch up d points with them
Although i think we could have done better, but what's done is done
Do cheer up and let's train harder alright.
Take care people. You guys are a bunch of lovely teammates.

Thanks Sandra and Najiha for coming dwn to support cause i was so shock to see you guys there. I am seriously touched you know (:
Thanks for those messages, and Chailuan, i think you did well enough. & it's good being able to play ball tgt with you again.
Thanks Weerong for calling me to ask if i am nervous or not {Although i really am & I AM VERY TOUCHED TOO} & pls lower dwn d volume of your MP3 player cause it's way too loud & i think your ear will be deaf soon. HAHA!
Thanks and a million thanks.
& 38, i think you did very well tdy (:

K enough of thankyou-ing, i still remember i haven submit my RJ yet.
Gtg.

2008-07-24T14:52:00.004+08:00

Missed one UT tdy.. Hope my previous 3 UTs for Enterprise can save me.
I am sorry Shirley for not going to d CE talk with you tdy. Next time k (:
Oh ya, NYP yesterday and i think my confidence level is like 0.000000000123%?!
Everyone say that they can see from my facial expression saying that 'I don't want to play' & 'I don't have confidence' face -.-
IS IT REALLY TRUE!?!
K i will change..
Last game tmr & i hope i can really do better..

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

.. My standards are NOT high -.-
K & this shows that i am bored :\

Learn that life is full of bumps down the road.

2008-07-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

Kaixuan training was super duper tiring tdy.
I was like, walking while we dadui -.- {K i know i am weak} But i realised we did quite a lot of dry runs tdy, which is good for us (:
Rush back home after dinner & played Beat Bubbles ;D
Was so fedup cause i always died at level 13 -.- K but better than some othersss :\
I didn't mention names here so, (:
Alright off to beat my own record now ;D

2008-07-19T22:58:00.003+08:00

Oh man, it really brightens up my day with so many encouraging tags.
Thank you people (:
I hope i will do better in the next match, i really do. And i know you guys ain't feeling vgood either, cheer up and let's all do better.
Believe in ourselves and nothing is impossible.
(:

K, i will be doing quiz now. So bear with it..
Answer the following questions:

1. The person who last tag you is: Xianli! (:
2. Your relationship with him/her is: Teammate.
3. Your ~~five~~three impression of him/her: Funny, caring, nice to be with (:
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Her encouragement (:
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: "Cheer up"
6.If he/she become your lover, you will: HAHA! Die laughing..
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Don't be so funny.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: -
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: She is too funny.
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: Play better in the next game, tgt.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Stupid!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? DAO -.-
13. The characters you love of yourself are: Good counselor? :\
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: Alot ...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: To become fatter, and whiter..
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: THANKYOU! ;D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you( random)

1.Weerong
2.Rinna
3.Felicia
4.Xianli
5.Shirley
6.Peijun
7.JasmineTan
8.Minghee
9.Huishan
10.Delphine

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? o.o I don't think so? :)
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Ahhhhhhhhh, chao ah gua! :D
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? No, they both have people that they like alrrrr, i guess? (:
22. What is no.2 studying about? Hotel & Hospitality management.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Tdy.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? -.- Every music band that i don't like.
25. Does no.1 have any siblings? Yes. 1 brother and 1 sister.
26. Will you woo no.3? Woahh, no. Someone wants to woo her instead (:
27. How about no.7? -.- HAHA!
28. Is no.4 single? Hmm, no? :\
29. What is the surname of no.5? SOON.
30. What 's the hobby of no.4? Make people laugh non-stop!
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? They don't know each other
32. Where is no.2 studying at? RP
33. Talk something casually about no.1. Bestie, someone whom i can trust, someone that can share everything with.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? Wooo, she is my stead! (:
35. Where does no.9 live at? Taman Jurong
36. What colour does no.4 like? RED!
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? They don't know each other..
38. Does no.7 like no.2? I guess so? As a friend (:
39. How do you get to know no.2? Basketball
40. Does no.1 have any pets? Nope.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? 0.0 o.o o.0 0.o Hmm.. yes yes, to me..

Next quiz

1. When will the sun not shine & when will the world end ?
Oh, chim question. Idk how to answer :\

2. What you want the most now ?
Break lever 12!

4. Do you hate your friends do something behind you?
Nods

5. When do you wish to die?
When i feel hopeless in everything

7. What impossible things you would wish to do?
Go out now..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes?

9. Have you broken someone's heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
o.o I dont think so..

10. What feeling do you love the most?
Ahhh, secret :D

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
LOVE.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Betrayed.

13. Do you cherish every single friendships of yours?
OFCOURSE ;D

14. Is there anything you're looking forward in the next few weeks?
Yes. Win the championship.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Don't know.

18. Who do you love the most?
YOU! (:

19. What's the current wish you want now?
Gumball machine ;D

Removed 1 question from above .& than tag 8 person to do it (:
I am lazy to think of 8 so people who have just read this, please do it. AND DON'T LIE! (: Thankyou!

K i am done, off to play game (:

2008-07-18T23:21:00.001+08:00

~~Determination~~, ~~Daring~~, ~~Confidence~~
Fuck shit..
I am sorry :(

2008-07-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

Blog skin, blog skin, blog skin & blog skin..
I WNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN BUT IDK WHICH ONE TO CHOOSEEEEEE -.-
Any suggestion, anyone?
Had friendly with Invictus{Don't know spell correctly or nt :\} today,
yeah, good game people (:
& i need to bring money for tees and SHL camp, can someone help cause i am seriously broke :\
I-NEED-TO-SAVE-MONEY, BUT-I-DON'T-THINK-I-CAN...
Tp tmr, go team RP (:

2008-07-16T22:09:00.004+08:00

Played NP today, Good game team RP (:
Didn't know that Shirley and I have the same Cognitive faci, how 巧 is this? Haha.
& i bought a very-not-nice tea that cost me $1.80? Waste my moneyyyyyyy

Actually many things happened recently, just lazy and don't feel like typing it out.
School tomorrow, how boring? Enterprise somemore -.-
Okay, i smell durians :P

2008-07-12T23:32:00.004+08:00

Had RP training yesterday. I guess it wasn't that tough as i expected it to be?
But still, i am tired -.-
Went to acc fel for dinner with WR, JY, JM, SM and PS.
As you can see, she is the only one eating and 6 of us have to wait for her.
How nice right! (:
And ya.. Walked home cause there is no bus back home from Lakeside because it's alr 12.30 when i got off the train -.-
Pol-ite is starting on Monday and i-dont-have-a-very-good-feeling -.-
HAHA! If i get to play for at least a minute, i will be very happy!
OH! I happen to 'fall in love' with this phone when i was in the train to school yesterday

Nice right! (:

K i am sleeping, bye!

2008-07-08T13:03:00.005+08:00

Having Cultural module today
Topic was about identity. Went to surf the net and happened to find this:

Causes of Memory Loss:
Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism
Alzheimer's Disease
Brain Tumor
Creutzfeldt-Jakob Disease
Dementia
Depression
Drug Abuse
Encephalitis and Meningitis
Epilepsy (Seizure Disorder)
Human Immunodeficiency Virus
Parkinson's Disease
Pick Disease
Sleep Disorder
Stroke

So, this is the reason.. -.-

2008-07-07T08:51:00.002+08:00

I am currently in class doing nothing, so i thought of updating this boring blog of mine.
We lost to Ling Yun last saturday morning, it was quite a bad defeat to many i guess?
But, no more whining and let's do better.
Ran the Round the Campus relay last friday, and we got 4th (:
Everyone did well, even though we only have 9 teams in total.
But still, i hate running no matter what. HAHA.
Training later, so-not-looking-forward..

2008-07-03T00:29:00.006+08:00

Once again, i shown ~~negative~~ sportsmanship :\
I know i should not have. But.. i will change.
Tomorrow will be a day where i dont have to touch the orange round ball, at all.
I hope to make full use of it.
Enterprise UT and lesson tomorrow -.-
And neri's quiz, i will do it ASAP.
K i am v v v tired and i need to sleep early and wake up early tomorrow.
BYE!

Tommy is my bf ;D

2008-07-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

Forgot to bring charger to school today and thus, did not help much with the research cause my lap top's battery is dying.
HAHA but i did not slack okay! (:
Saw Shimin on the way to school too, she say if she do not know me and Jas, she will think that we are stead -.-
Oh, she-is-mad.
Matched with Qianxi after school.
No comment, i think we could have done better?
Tomorrow, Braddell heights CSC.
I am giving up on filler cause my lap top always auto shut down for i dont know what reason and is causing problems for me. DAMN
Cognitive tomorrow, can i pon? Sucks :\

2008-06-30T21:51:00.007+08:00

PICTURESSSSSSSSS

What's so wrong with playing Cookingmama while walking? HAHA.

Jas's BF and mine ;F

After town-ing ;D

Look at that CHAO AH GUA! :D

Notice that i had puddings on my hands in every photos? So what does that shows?
THE-PUDDING-IS-NICE ;D

2008-06-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

You see! It is level 53! ):

Went to watch match before heading to town.
Combined schools red won Tagawa by 1 point,
and i don't think they deserve to lose because the referee was once again, BIAS.
Okay it is just my personal views and i think i have the right to comment about it.
But well, it's a nice game (:
Went town and wasn't really satisfied because i didn't bought much stuffs and my legs are freaking tired :S
Bought a watch, a watch which i wanted it so longggggg ago (: For your info, i am a watch freak ;D
School tomorrow, VB codes again -.-

I want a bf who looks like this ;D

2008-06-29T02:23:00.001+08:00

Arrived late for training today partly due to tiredness and laziness? :\
I think i need to be more discipline with my sleep cycle, i will/need to sleep early and get up early.
And i will try (:
Watched 'Wanted' and Angelina Jolie is damn f hot! ;D
Although James McAvoy is not VERY handsome, but i think he is cute (:
And during certain scenes, he is damn cool ;D
K i need to sleep now if not i can't get up early tomorrow, BYE.

2008-06-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

Played Filler in school, pissed off cause the same thing happened again -.- Auto shut down for i-don't-know what reason.
Sheila played and she say her highest is only Level 17 (: HAHA Shorty, it's understandable ;D
Learned about taxes, taxes and more taxes -.- I don't want to be an adult so fast :S I am so not looking forward..
I think i seriously need a good break, i don't know how long i can last. Training for 6 days a week can kill me -.-
Jasmine played 'I will never break your heart' by Backstreet boys, i dont like that song for i dont know why zzz

2008-06-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

I need to complain!
I was playing filler for these past 2 days and have been hibernating my lap top because i haven 'die' yet.
Then as i was happily chatting with some people in MSN, the screen just suddenly went blank and i realized i forgot to charge my lap top.
And yeah, there goes my level 59. ONE more level to 60 you know! OMG LAH &!^#*(~!^$)(#@&*$^#@
So pissed off and i haven even finish playing ): Irritating piece of shit.
KILL ME.

Phyllis email address is stupid! Hahah! She admit that too! (:

2008-06-24T14:59:00.003+08:00

Skipped school. Slept at home..
http://addictinggames.com/filler Huiqi and Avis shouted like mad ytd.
But i am sure everyone will get addicted to it once you started playing, haha. I am at Level 53 now (:
K training later, i think i will be the first one to reach.

I will not, and never make the same mistakes again.

2008-06-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 5.45 in the morning and it was raining like o.0
I had a feeling that the game will be postponed and it will be a waste of time for us to travel down from Jurong to tpy. But we still have to..
NHL gave me 21 candies today ;D But i think i will have diabetes soon. But, who cares? ;D
Anyway, juniors lost by 1. Things would have been different if they performed better earlier. But well, i think they did well enough (:
'Dont mess with Zohan' is not a nice show. I slept halfway through and the content is so pervertic -.-
RP training tmr, school tmr, late tmr..

Thanks love for that chocolate cake <3

2008-06-21T22:40:00.001+08:00

Game tomorrow. Meeting 8 at tpy.
Kill me -.-

I dont know why things will turn out this way.
Why did you give up?
I f dont understand.
I am sorry ):

2008-06-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Saw Denise on my way to school, like again? LOL and the stupid thing is, she totally forgot about me and Jas while walking to school from Woodlands MRT! Tsk!
She walk so fast, thinking that she will be late for her UT, and left us behind -.-
But saw Jialing and Rinna instead (:
OHHHHH, and a quite good looking ang moh approached me and ask how to go to RP (I was like, damn high -.-) Hahah. I had a good day today ;D
& Training after school is never a good thing, cause like so rush like that :\
But i am glad it wasn't that tiring as i expected, we had good dadui sessions too.
Had dinner and i ate 6 Puddings ;D
I-NEED-TO-SLEEP-EARLYYY, & I-WILL-TRY

2008-06-18T22:22:00.009+08:00

They are loved (:

School was boringgg. I dont like Cognitive lesson at all :\
Skipped RP's training and went for Adventure learning instead, it would be much MORE fun if it didn't rain..
Our class was pathetic, less than 15 went i think?
We had small self introduction among classes & played some stupid games.
Phua shared with me her 'dirty little secret' which she did not mention to ANYONE before. Omg, so touched (:
But she will kill me if i say it out, even in my dreams. Omggggg :S
I promised Avis to attend training on Friday, i will... try.
Okay going to do my RJ and study for tomorrow's UT.
BYEEEEEEEEEE
I am so not looking forward to tomorrow..

170608

2008-06-17T13:12:00.004+08:00

School sucks cause i simply got no motivation to go to school.
If it is not for UT, the chances of me skipping school today is 99.9% Hahah!
So perhaps i should go & find 1 eyecandy to motivate me to go to school everyday huh ;D

Okay, I need sleep..

150608

2008-06-15T15:14:00.004+08:00

Going to watch match later, do well juniors (:
&School is starting tomorrow, which means to say i need to sleep early tonight, damn.

150608

2008-06-15T02:35:00.003+08:00

Incredible Hulk, i dont deny that the show is not nice, but i did not expect much from this movie in the first place cause i wasn't really interested into those superhero movies like Batman, Spiderman, Ironman etc.
I find incredible hulk quite cute when i saw the bad man turning into a monster. That monster is freaking ugly & i-so-feel-like-killing him (:

Watched Sky of Love on the net yesterday night.
Omg, i realised i have missed quite some parts when i went to watch with Weerong, Jas and Minghee the last time.
Although i dont really like the ending (Cause the guy died), but i still think that the show is a must watch ;D &you need to standby tissue papers, but a box of tissues would be great, if possible ;D

I ultra, very, uber super hate Lizardsss, i saw 2 in my house so far. 1 in my room & 1 in storeroom. Hope all Lizards die tomorrow, cause they are disgusting

140608 - ..

2008-06-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

Fuck those referees
But i know it is not totally their fault, we should have been more daring to find the nets.
Our free throws should have been better, every little things added up should have won us the game? That's the end, we lost.

"You dont play against opponents, you play against the game of basketball"

120608 - ITE combine

2008-06-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

Took my Olevel cert before rushing for training. Dont really feel like taking cause my result sucks -.-
& the school actually thought that i represented combine school during my sec2s year :P
They are so kind-hearted to give me extra CCA points (:
Had light training and bus-ed downt to Simei ITE
I have to say that our flow are much better as compared to the previous game that we had. Perhaps the nervousness in us pull us back from playing like how we usually did.
But i dont deny that we still have a long way to climb.

Oh, i was craving for M&M chocolate peanut last night at around 2 plus, hahah :|

100608

2008-06-10T16:37:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home today. First time ever for the past few weeks?! HAHAH.
Switch on my com after i had my brunch (Which is ard 2plus :\), straight away i went to blogger to figure out about the blogskin codes.
I edited, and edited, and edited, could not achieve much and soon, i gave up :|
LOL. It's hard figuring out the codes, especially for a noob like me
-.-

Happy birthday Palvin ;D

100608- First entry

2008-06-10T04:32:00.002+08:00

I created this blog out of boredom. & i hope i won't delete it within a month :\
Okay, we lost today's match. We are not hungry for the balls & my passes sucks big time! I am sorry if i shouted at Huishan too much, i shouldn't have :/
Friday, combine school. Do or die.
Fion, 10 chocolates!
{Oh, can someone teach me how to change the blogskin? Cause i forgot how to :\}